Due to a language
problem, I am unable to express my experience fully. Briefly I want
to tell you my feelings and to share my happiness. Niruma has showered her kindness
enormously on me, due to which I am able to read Gujarati. Because
of Niruma's Blessing, I could pray to Niruma (during last darshan
i.e. 19 th March 2006 to 24 th March 2006) as guided by the boards
displayed in the queue to 'Vatsalya'. With Niruma's krupa only I
could read some and understand the meaning also. The prayer during
that time has given me a wonderful result. Even now I pray Niruma
in Telugu in the same manner. I experience Niruma's presence in the
temple of my heart. I am enjoying the fruits of Gnan. I am really
very, very happy , I am getting the confidence that I can stay
anywhere without being affected by the surroundings. I can
confidently say I am in the Gnan ship of the Gnani Purush. By
seeing Niruma in TV and understanding her satsang in Hindi,
Subramaneshwari had come to Adalaj alone without caring anybody's
words. That itself is the indication of Niruma's Krupa and
Power.
One more wonderful
experience when I and my sister visited Niruma in 'Vatsalya on
7-11-05 (i.e. my sister's 1 st time visit), Niruma enquired about
our family so affectionately. Even now we are doubtful in which
language Niruma spoke to us on that day. Niruma's speech has
entered our minds in Telugu only. My sister who doesn't know any
other language except Telugu, yet she could understand as if it was
spoken in Telugu.
Two days back (I
think it is on 16-06-06 night), I had a dream . Something was going
on in the place where 'Antim Sanskaar' of Niruma's 'Deha-Mandir'
was done. I think it may be satsang. All Mahatmas are there sitting
near Niruma's Samadhi. I sat in a corner. Then I heard Niruma's
voice calling me in Telugu so affectionately "sit in front of me".
Then I shifted from the corner to a central place. In the dream
itself I felt so happy for Niruma's affection.
~ R. Subramaneshwari , Andhra Pradesh, India
