Jai Satchitanand,
I hereby express my deep gratitude to Dadashri
& Dada Bhagwan pariwar for having given me the most valuable
thing in life….awareness of "pure Soul"
I belong to a jain family. My Father was very
religious man sincerely dedicated to Jain Accharyas and was living
a life of renounced person even though in sansara. From childhood I
developed the urge to "know" the ultimate truth and mystery of
life. I was not comfortable with daily rituals because I was not
getting the sense of what I am doing. For last more than 10 years,
I started searching around for spiritual material from Books and
discourses of knowledgeable people available anywhere in the world.
I desperately tried to grasp the essence of ultimate truth but all
efforts remained on intellectual level and I was not feeling myself
completely done. Practical experience kept on eluding me.
One fine morning during February 2008, I was
switching TV channels to pass time where-in I landed to Z-gujarati.
I saw Pujyashri Deepakbhai's discourses and question-answer
session. I was instantly initiated and my heart accepted whatever
was presented. Since then, I started getting up early to listen to
Pujyashri Deepakbhai's message of Dada Bhagwan. Within a
week's time Pujyasri came to Kolkata for satsang. I attended full
sessions all days and participated in Gnan Vidhi on the final day-
17th Feb 2008. Wow, how to express the feeling!!! I got the
push I was looking for. I was in such a deep trance that night and
the chant of "I am Pure Soul" continued till the following morning.
All this happened so fast that in matter of days I became Dada's
mahatma.
And from then on there is no stopping….life has
changed totally. More than a year has gone by..relative world has
disappeared for me, rather faded to a large extent. I read all 14
Aptvanis at a stretch, without a break (even so that I gave
up reading newspaper headlines). It took me little over 11 months
to complete. My goodness…I am so grateful to Pujya Niruma and
Pujyashri for unveiling this wonderful science of Dadasri for the
benefit of spiritual seekers at large. I bow to you..Pujya
Niruma for your dedicated effort. The experience of
Gnan-vidhi was so profound that I developed longing for it
and I repeated the experience 4 more times during 2008. Putting
Dadasri's gnan into practice, I started to solve the difficult
issues with ease and relaxed state of being- sambhave nikal. I have
started respecting people and living creatures around seeing pure
soul in them. Dada's gnan always materialized in need…whenever I
deviate from the path of 5 agna, I get instant hammer and sense of
acting in the right direction prop-up . Dada has made is presence
felt in times of my utmost needs. The only wish now is to be pulled
by Lord Simandhar Swami in mahavideha and finally to experience
liberation-moksha, the fruit for which Dada has sawn the seeds.
Truly Dada has performed a miracle. Opening up
new dimensions in translating his experiences is all the more
pleasing for it has simplified the whole process. Dadasri's
inventions..real/relative…karma (karmabeej, karmafal and
karmafal-parinam), vishrasha/prayogsa/misrasa, Hu- bavo ane
mangaldas, vyavsthit, files, judapana ni jagriti, dravya - bhav -
no karma, anubhav-laksha-pratiti, pragna sakti, prarabdh-purusarth,
AA BB and many more are genuinely out-of- this-world contents. I am
waiting with abated breath the publication of next supplement on
"power chetan" as mentioned in Aptvani 14.
As I look back the whole year after my
acquaintance with Dada pariwar, I consider myself fortunate. I feel
powered by Gnan- vidhi in Kolkata, Adalaj, Naroda, Mumbai and
Ahmedabad, attending Pujya Niruma's Samadhi sthal opening in March
08, Parayan in Aug 08 and Janma Jayanti celebrations in November
08. Dada's blessings have showered upon me without any effort from
my side. I sometimes shiver with the thought that what would have
happened had I not found DADA? I have started unwinding my files in
Kolkata as I intend to spend rest of my life in Adalaj, in sanidhya
of Gnani.
~ Nitin Sanghvi , Kolkatta, India
