Well it's really tough to put your
experience in words because the person reading it will realize the
eternal and immortal self, the true bliss and peace from in within
only after attending the scientific experiment that i did in 2002
(termed as Gyan
vidhi).
Born and brought up in Karnataka i
being the only son to my parents was brought up with lot of pamper
and care. However i shifted to Mumbai for higher studies when i was
in second standard & thats exactly when i saw the other facet
of my life, the darker side and the hidden truth of this world
which often eludes us all to wonder as to; Who has made this world?
Is there anyone who can be termed as god/almighty, who regulates
this world? Why is it that even though we haven't done anything
wrong to anyone or even thought wrong about anyone we suffer in the
hands of people at large? and so on........
There is an infinite set of
questions that arises in our mind and then we finally settle down
with a preacher, yoga practioner etc. But still all our questions
at large remains unanswered since all of them are temporary
solutions and none of them is permanent unlike the true self.
Before
Gyan
I was highly depressed as i
mentioned above; the other facet of my life, never let me to be
normal, calm or even say composed. To ward off the pressure of
depression i started relying on Cigarettes and alcohol. All this
actually worked as an catalyst to fire instead of ceasing it. I
always had only one question as to why i suffer even when i haven't
done, thought bad for anyone in my entire life. I lost all hope and
faith in my life to such a extent that i lost on all the grounds of
my life. I often thought as to why after having almost everything i
need, i am unhappy? Somehow a process of internal thought begin in
my life. I finally let my way out of my home-town only with one
assurance that i will surely come out of the hell i was living in
(which was created by only one wrong belief). I started reading
spiritual books and i had really developed a strong urge in
within... To uplift all those who are depressed, poor and the
needy.. Infact every one who is not happy. I often prayed to
krishna after reading bhagwad that if he ever existed then i should
also get the gnan which he gave to Arjun.. only then i will believe
that he really exists.
My
First interaction with Gnani (Enlightened person)
This was when i was 20 years old on
the first day of paryushan parva of 2002. I saw Pujyashree Deepakbhai Desai
and at the very first glimpse i was very certain that i have met a
person who can really set me free as he himself is not bound by
this world. Really after spending 16-17 years of my life i for the
first time in my life experienced the eternal bliss and peace from
inwithin. I decided from that very day that i want to proceed in
the same manner as he has done. I also got to meet Niruma on the last day and
told her the fact that i want to devote my entire life for all.
After
Gyan
I missed my Gnan Vidhi in Paryushan
only to help myself reach Rajkot (Guj) to attend the Vidhi. After
attending the said scientific experiment i for the first time in my
life realised the fact that i am neither body nor intellect,
neither mind nor breath but i am pure soul. I realised the fact
that god does exist and we ourself are god if we set ourself to the
path of liberation. We need not search him anywhere. I had a
complete revolution in my life. Slowly but surely as day passes by
all my questions are answered that too my own satisfaction, as to
how the world operates? Why is it that we suffer or enjoy? The
answer for all the worldly questions can be seeked from Pujyashree
Deepak Bhai Desai who has spent his entire life after gnan in the
true self.
About this
Gyan
This Gnan is nothing but Pure
Science as to matter (Vishesh Bhaav), Soul (the true self) and all
other matter that often gathers and departs (as it is a temporary
but continuos phenomena). You realise the true self which is
immortal, indestructible unlike all other things that comes across
us. All that we have asked for Comes and Falls our way.
If you really want to liberate
yourself just see the pic of Simandhar
Swami, Dada, Nirumaa, Deepak bhai
and ask the god that embodies them the god within them and all of
us or the true self in within... Close your eyes and pray to get
yourself liberated. No matter where you are and what you are you
will definately sow a seed for Liberation. You will keep the first
step for liberation after doing that.. the urge to liberate the
self. The path from the destructible to the indestructible true
self... The Path from illusory to the fact.... In fact a path that
will help you to realise the self, experience the truth that we
have been running away from...... times unknown. I have not written
anything above because i believe in the said truth.... But only
because i have felt the bliss and inner peace after Gnan , after
being unsettled in my early life itself...
~ Deepak Bora , Mumbai, India
