Due to a language problem, I am unable to express my experience fully. Briefly I want to tell you my feelings and to share my happiness. Niruma has showered her kindness enormously on me, due to which I am able to read Gujarati. Because of Niruma's Blessing, I could pray to Niruma (during last darshan i.e. 19 th March 2006 to 24 th March 2006) as guided by the boards displayed in the queue to ‘Vatsalya'. With Niruma's krupa only I could read some and understand the meaning also. The prayer during that time has given me a wonderful result. Even now I pray Niruma in Telugu in the same manner. I experience Niruma's presence in the temple of my heart. I am enjoying the fruits of Gnan. I am really very, very happy , I am getting the confidence that I can stay anywhere without being affected by the surroundings. I can confidently say I am in the Gnan ship of the Gnani Purush. By seeing Niruma in TV and understanding her satsang in Hindi, Subramaneshwari had come to Adalaj alone without caring anybody's words. That itself is the indication of Niruma's Krupa and Power.

One more wonderful experience when I and my sister visited Niruma in ‘Vatsalya on 7-11-05 (i.e. my sister's 1 st time visit), Niruma enquired about our family so affectionately. Even now we are doubtful in which language Niruma spoke to us on that day. Niruma's speech has entered our minds in Telugu only. My sister who doesn't know any other language except Telugu, yet she could understand as if it was spoken in Telugu.

Two days back (I think it is on 16-06-06 night), I had a dream . Something was going on in the place where ‘Antim Sanskaar' of Niruma's ‘Deha-Mandir' was done. I think it may be satsang. All Mahatmas are there sitting near Niruma's Samadhi. I sat in a corner. Then I heard Niruma's voice calling me in Telugu so affectionately “sit in front of me”. Then I shifted from the corner to a central place. In the dream itself I felt so happy for Niruma's affection.

Jai Sat Chit Anand