Mitesh Gada from Simandhar City, India

My experience with gnani (Pujya Nirumaa & Pujya Deepakbhai) has been very good than staying in gnan, reason I feel is 'only if I have gnani's special blessings than can I acquire the strength to stay in gnan, or else it's not my cup of tea', isn't it?

There are many experiences I can write down, but the only one I would love to mention is the turning point for me when I took the decision to quickly wind up my activities in Mumbai & join Pujya Nirumaa in 'mission jagat kalyan'!

It was paryushan 2001 in Mumbai and although a deep satsang on maa-baap no chokrao pratya no moh (parent-children attachments), Pujya Nirumaa was in her usual mixed-mood, depending on the level of the questions. I was talking on my moh for my parents and how I unknowingly ill-treated my mother just to avoid getting too much attached to her. I cried and feel at my mother's feet asking for forgiveness. Later in the evening we young boys used to go to see Pujya Nirumaa at her then residence in Mumbai (Navin Asha). We were only handful of us with Pujya Nirumaa resting on a bed in a very small balcony. All were silent and Pujya Nirumaa was looking at the floor. She suddenly raised her head, looked up straight in my eyes and in a very concerned tone told me, "you have too much moh for your parents, if you don't get out of this attachment then you end up with a female-body in your next life".

I was speechless, letting her words of concern sink in me. I just couldn't speak infact nobody did, there was deep silence and I wondered, while my eyes wet, why anyone would be so much concerned for others? But Pujya Nirumaa was always concerned about the welfare (aatma-kalyan) of others. I thought she actually saw my next birth-life and told me that. I am really very much thankful to Pujya Nirumaa and vow to live for Jagat Kalyan following the footsteps of Pujya Dadashri, Pujya Nirumaa & Pujya Deepakbhai till attaining stage-2 moksha!.

Jai Sat Chit Anand