Deepak Bora from Bombay, India
Well it's really tough to put your experience in words because the person reading it will realize the eternal and immortal self, the true bliss and peace from in within only after attending the scientific experiment that i did in 2002 (termed as Gyan vidhi).
Born and brought up in Karnataka i being the only son to my parents was brought up with lot of pamper and care. However i shifted to Mumbai for higher studies when i was in second standard & thats exactly when i saw the other facet of my life, the darker side and the hidden truth of this world which often eludes us all to wonder as to; Who has made this world? Is there anyone who can be termed as god/almighty, who regulates this world? Why is it that even though we haven't done anything wrong to anyone or even thought wrong about anyone we suffer in the hands of people at large? and so on........
There is an infinite set of questions that arises in our mind and then we finally settle down with a preacher, yoga practioner etc. But still all our questions at large remains unanswered since all of them are temporary solutions and none of them is permanent unlike the true self.
Before Gyan
I was highly depressed as i mentioned above; the other facet of my life, never let me to be normal, calm or even say composed. To ward off the pressure of depression i started relying on Cigarettes and alcohol. All this actually worked as an catalyst to fire instead of ceasing it. I always had only one question as to why i suffer even when i haven't done, thought bad for anyone in my entire life. I lost all hope and faith in my life to such a extent that i lost on all the grounds of my life. I often thought as to why after having almost everything i need, i am unhappy? Somehow a process of internal thought begin in my life. I finally let my way out of my home-town only with one assurance that i will surely come out of the hell i was living in (which was created by only one wrong belief). I started reading spiritual books and i had really developed a strong urge in within... To uplift all those who are depressed, poor and the needy.. Infact every one who is not happy. I often prayed to krishna after reading bhagwad that if he ever existed then i should also get the gnan which he gave to Arjun.. only then i will believe that he really exists.
My First interaction with Gnani (Enlightened person)
This was when i was 20 years old on the first day of paryushan parva of 2002. I saw Pujyashree Deepakbhai Desai and at the very first glimpse i was very certain that i have met a person who can really set me free as he himself is not bound by this world. Really after spending 16-17 years of my life i for the first time in my life experienced the eternal bliss and peace from inwithin. I decided from that very day that i want to proceed in the same manner as he has done. I also got to meet Niruma on the last day and told her the fact that i want to devote my entire life for all.
After Gyan
I missed my Gnan Vidhi in Paryushan only to help myself reach Rajkot (Guj) to attend the Vidhi. After attending the said scientific experiment i for the first time in my life realised the fact that i am neither body nor intellect, neither mind nor breath but i am pure soul. I realised the fact that god does exist and we ourself are god if we set ourself to the path of liberation. We need not search him anywhere. I had a complete revolution in my life. Slowly but surely as day passes by all my questions are answered that too my own satisfaction, as to how the world operates? Why is it that we suffer or enjoy? The answer for all the worldly questions can be seeked from Pujyashree Deepak Bhai Desai who has spent his entire life after gnan in the true self.
About this Gyan
This Gnan is nothing but Pure Science as to matter (Vishesh Bhaav), Soul (the true self) and all other matter that often gathers and departs (as it is a temporary but continuos phenomena). You realise the true self which is immortal, indestructible unlike all other things that comes across us. All that we have asked for Comes and Falls our way.
If you really want to liberate yourself just see the pic of Simandhar Swami, Dada, Nirumaa, Deepak bhai and ask the god that embodies them the god within them and all of us or the true self in within... Close your eyes and pray to get yourself liberated. No matter where you are and what you are you will definately sow a seed for Liberation. You will keep the first step for liberation after doing that.. the urge to liberate the self. The path from the destructible to the indestructible true self... The Path from illusory to the fact.... In fact a path that will help you to realise the self, experience the truth that we have been running away from...... times unknown. I have not written anything above because i believe in the said truth.... But only because i have felt the bliss and inner peace after Gnan , after being unsettled in my early life itself...
Jai Sat Chit Anand |
